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#he's such a fucking show off lol#roronoa zoro#one piece#syrup village#gif#hi im rewatching and making entirely too many gifs im tracking like 8 themes in a spreadsheet
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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Alex and my farmer Cosmo (he/him)
#my replacement pen came in today ican finally start working on artfight attacks YAYYYYY#ive been clawing at the walls itching to get my ideas out for weeks#i drew alex with wavy hair in the second drawing bc i got his dialogue where he stops using hair gel and i hc he has naturally#wavy hair ^_^ i think it goes well with him softening up as u get to knw him.. now im just trying to work up the courage to give#him a bouquet lol. i keep flip flopping on whether i wanna play this file thru my oc or just fuck it and go self insert#but i like building little ideas in my mind for how my farmer would fit in pelican town and how they run their farm so i think ill keep thi#an oc thing. i have another file on pc since 1.6 isnt released for mobile yet so thatll be my self insert thing where plan on#shooting my shot with harvey. HES CUTE.. I LIKE HIM#cosmo seems pretty deadpan but only bc hes hardly fazed by anything and after working at joja for like 4 years. hes#desperate to touch grass. i think his personality would bounce off well with alex's since he comes off as arrogant to get a reaction#frm others and then u have cosmo whos like 😐��. i like to think itd drive him up the wall LOL#he gets more of a reaction out of cosmo when he shows him his soft side which encourages him not to front all the time <3#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sdv farmer#sdv oc#stardew valley#sdv#sdv alex#alex mullner#doodles
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monza pole ring... you got me ill in the head
#jackson would pole and win we all know this#pixar cars#cars 3#cars#jackson storm#f1 au#ive been cooking and. monza is his second career win. fifth time on pole#his rookie season is like russian roulette: dont let people know your next move keep everyone guessing#monza also made me realize francesco should be in this au as the. only f1 car 😭#but thatd mean we got ferrari next to teams like fucking. dino and nitro lol#anyway you know he would be showing that thang off he would be so annoying about it#my art
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Metalhawk: bro stop calling my people NAILS
Starscream: if you tase me im gonna make u my dead wife istg
Wheeljack: why do your optics turn separate directions whenever i mention the word 'plan'.
Ratchet: yeah i have arthritis so idc if i die tbh :/
rodimus: im buying an rv and me and all these strangers (who like me more than u, not that it matters ) (im hot) are gonna * EXPLODES EVERYONE *
wheeljack, in the middle of discussing a very elaborate pain-staking plan:... ... something just exploded & i wasn't the cause 😢...
prowl: WHERE IS YOUR RAGE
needlenose: i sure love my big dumb evil husband. sure hope a disgruntled little popcorn kernel doesn't detonate a bomb in his head
Wheeljack: fuck my life
Starscream: i love lying, so, naturally-- im gonna become a politician.
ironhide: i saw the hat man
the intelligent Bumble (bee):
#i love bees fat round face so fucking much#i will never stand for g1 bee slander like he is so fucking cute to me#c:#HES LITERALLY JUST THAT STOP BEING MEAN TO HIM#round face bee enjoyer first. everything else second#megatron tried crushing idw bee's robot skull bcs he could not contain the cuteness aggression#see bee to me is like seeing a hamster and wanting to bite its head off#or a spherical bird like u are socute.. how are you Real#transformers idw#transformers#maccadam#bumblebee#wheeljack#needlenose#I FKING LOVE NEEDLENOSE BTW I WANT HIM AND HORRIBULL TO SHOW UP AT BREAKDOWN AND KNOCKOUTS WEDDING UNINVITED#AND ABSOLUTELY CAUSE A GIANT DRUNKEN MESS FOR NO REASON#knockout kills them both#bumblebee says thank primus finally#prowl#ratchet#love how bee was like ... everybody wants to leave me to join stupid awesomesauce rodimus :( they go on a fun vacation meanwhile#im stuck in my shitty fucking house being the sole caretaker of my shitty fucking violent ass sundown grandpa (planet cybertron)#bcs i was always the nice & nuturing sister & then my grandpas gonna die and rodimus is gonna give me an LOL as a funeral expense donation#bumblebee is always the bridesmaid and never the bride so hes just invited to every wedding. thats why he was at knockout & breakdowns#he also loves wedding food#starscream#metalhawk#TO BE FAIR.. BEE DID TRY NOT TO CALL THEM THAT#b4 immediately forgetting after attempting like once or twice and reverting back to calling them nails#ironhide
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i yet again do NOT understand why people think that what happened to steven in future came out of nowhere. the main show beats it into the ground how fucked up all this stuff has him! just cause he ends the main show in a good place doesnt mean that everything was solved! he solved the gem stuff but not himself, that was the whole point!
like. those people show that they didnt even pay attention to the show AND they dont understand trauma. like. shut the fuck up !!!!
#my post#su#liveblogging#how do you fucking miss the whole EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE MAIN SHOW#no child or teenager should go through that!! no one should tbf but especially them#like ok fine. other shows do this stuff all the time and theres no consequences. but su was never the show to do that lol#i know im bringing up discourse from years ago but the thing is is that people STILL hold these opinions!#like. bro athena p on youtube has THE MOST JANK su opinions. she doesnt like pearl or future ? hello?#like ok whatever you dont have to like something but then she starts going into *why* and its like. bro stop talking no#yet again its just like people that say that cassandras betrayal came out of nowhere. NO IT DIDNT FUCK OFF#im so mad dude its so easy to understand this stuff for me#also trauma can absolutely wait to manifest or show its ugly head#he showed concerning behaviors in the main show but. aughhhh whateverrr whatever whatever whatever#its also that he was finally in a good calm place in future and when youre in a calm place your trauma brain goes THIS ISNT RIGHT#it gets so used to the stressful situations you were in that itll still think things are wrong even when nothing is#because it cant risk bringing its guard down in case stuff happens all over again#or some shit like that. fuck#and steven? babey hes been in stressful situations for a long time#ew why does this post have notes lol i thought itd get like 5 notes. im not opening the notes thing lmaoo fuck that
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Thought posed:
Danny does the college stuff and interning for stuff at Wayne Enterprises while living in Gotham, but he doesn’t catch the Bats attention because he simultaneously is both Just Normal Enough while the Bats are Slightly Out Of Step of normal long enough that things with Danny don’t catch their attention. (Gotham as a whole is a huge ‘well this might as well happen’ place and after however many years…the threshold is a bit off for weirdness. Pair that up with normal Batdrama and role-code-switching and minor things are likely going to be subconsciously overlooked if not clocked as Dangerous.)
(Does Danny know the Bats’ IDs? … He would deny it if asked. Not his circus business though. He does think it’s smart that they at least try to cover their faces, unlike when he played the hero. He meets Clark before Superman and feels like he’s on the Office or something.)
Danny moves on with the astro-stuff (whether an astronaut, an astrophysicist, or whatever else) in another city and catches the attention of another hero as Not Normal, What’s Up With That Guy?? (two parts coincidence, one part Danny’s willingness to trust for the better, one part Uncanny) and they track his history to Gotham/WE and decide to ask the Batclan if they knew anything.
They find out nothing really is wrong with Danny (…the JLD was not called or conferred with, unfortunately for all) but it does spark the reeducation refresher of the Gotham Clan for Human Weirdness (that also educated the rest in just how messed up Gotham can be).
#and then at the end Danny shows up in space or whatever idk#part as just a normal thing he does that didn’t catch attention before#part because the heroes were not subtle and Danny wants to fuck with them#Danny’s stuff is more background to the reeducation of Gotham vigilantes’ perspective of normalcy#I figure that with enough time some things that were Big News is now not and therefore doesn’t reach far#especially is Gotham had a period of not being able to rely on anything but itself#adult Danny Fenton#he’s in his 30s#two decades dead and a year or two off of finding out he’s functionally immortal#GIW not really an issue#governmant agencies may be watching him to use him for nefarious purposes (saving money on budgets with this overpowered space weirdo)#I’m on the astronaut Danny fenton tag again#lol#dpxdc#ao3#op#Danny stared at Clark for 20 seconds without blinking during an interview and the déjà vu sense clocked him as alien#Clark was concerned when his interviewee spaced out mid word. saw him later when he saved him from a car later and the guy just…sighed?#the only thing he says as he walks away?#goddamnit wes. every effing time. should probably look into that.
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Sometimes I listen to canon Gabriel quotes to imagine it as Centiclipse and this one reminded me of a silly dynamic between him and Lunara I've rotated for a while but never rlly posted about. so here's a silly video abt it LMAO
[Video ID: A still image of Centipede Lord Eclipse doing quotation mark hand motions as he angrily looks down at someone off camera. His dialogue appears on screen in time with the audio, which is the voice of Gabriel from Ultrakill, saying: You are not "whimsical" or "silly."
The frame cuts to Lunara (Evil Lunar), who is drawn with half of their face replaced by the outline of something bright, who is smiling up at Lord Eclipse in a smug, cat-like way. The audio continues, his voice raising, to say: "You are not a "little guy!"
Now, Lord Eclipse looms over Lunara as he flexes his hands angrily, the text in all caps covers up the drawing at the bottom of the screen as he full-on shouts: "You're unsettling!" The screen shakes with the emphasis. The final frame is a much simpler doodle of Lord Eclipse standing beside Lunara to point at a small, sad looking Servant Sun off the side and saying: "and you're scaring the hoes." Not in the audio but said by Lunara is a simple "blehhh :3". End ID.]
#xero creations#I THINK THEY'D HAVE SO MUCH BEEF ITS INSANE.#with lord lunar it's an entirely one-sided beef but lunara would ACTIVELY antagonize him FOR SURE.#BUT THEYD DO IT IN A WAY THAT MAKES IT SEEM LIKE THEY ARENT PURPOSEFULLY FUCKING W/ HIM. SO CENTICLIPSE THINKS LUNARA IS DENSE AS SHIT AND-#-LUNARA IS JUST LIKE LOL. LMAO. IDIOT. HE NEVER SHUTS UP DOES HE AHAJABWKSN#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams#lord eclipse au#lord eclipse#centiclipse#evil lunar#lunara#sams evil lunar#sams lord eclipse#oh also i think this is the first time ive ever actually shown off my lunara design.???#surprise. here they are LMAOAHSK
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kavehno love
#my art#genshin impact#kaveh#cyno#kavehno#this is so dramatic dont look at it too long#did you see them in the kr trailer#they play cards together!!#and watch shows together!!#i love them#also i hc that kaveh chopped off his hair#bc he was stressed#bc i did it too lol#when your life is fucked to hell and your hair is just doing too much#zzzz#anyway#😗
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also kyper going so hardcore about 1634 today saved me..... "34 wants 16. he doesnt want 88, he doesn't want anybody else. he wants him." he said it with SO much conviction, it's killing me. like that's how me and the oomfs speak bro, welcome to the club. also the use of their numbers to make it less personal like these guys dont wear their numbers like a LIFELINEEEE......
#i love it every time but it gets me EXTRA EXTRA when ppl with inside information are so fucjing convinced abt it lmfooooaosksoso#i literally never listen to kyper n bourne n the show today was mid as fuck in general#im tired of mens opinions n they have literally no conviction or logic abt some stuff whatsoever bht i love thst they#all know this specifically to be true like i could liteslltkdkd rant svt this for an hour i need to chill but HDKNSDJ#shoutout lou for pointin it out but wow . wow#austons energy level n magic touch gracing our besutiful screens the second hes back w mitch and everyone jsut having to give into that fact#TIME AFTER TIME AS THEY ALWAYS DO#sam being like. use it sparingly like girl what do u mean#ud rather chase games and have to cstch up n throw together pairings and HOPE it pays off ? LMFOA#anyway.#nick is so annoyigngj too bringing up the fact that auston paced better w bert n domi like im sorry but those sample sizes dont add up#that is NOT a valid comparison#hfskndkdkd angway. LOL#this is crazy#sorry not nick JUSTIN i mean#i always get their first names swapped its so funng how long i was convinced tehy were each other#justin literally looks like a. nick and vice versa TELL ME IM WRONG
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i quit drinking coffee in july to prove a point to my spouse and now that ive dragged this along like 5 months i must say nothing not even spite is worth quitting coffee this world is so dark and miserable that even the smallest joy squeezedfrom the smallest action is worth it never stop drinking coffee ever not ever. Ever
#idk why I did all that lol i can’t resist when someone challenges me I just accept it#my husband is so evil for this lol#he quits on and off like takes breaks#and I never do and he basically said I couldn’t like im incapable#and I showed him but at terrible terrible cost#anyway point proven now im going back#fuck this lol
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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Elim Garak: fucking around vs finding out
#garashir#Elim Garak#Star Trek: Deep Space 9#my first ever DS9 gifs! please clap :')#anyways where is quote_from_man_shot.jpg#absolute BEST part of this was definitely making that last gif. I had to watch it so many times making this post and it STILL gets me.#Garak; panting; ajan soaking wet: omg what if you SHOT me wouldn't that be so crazy lol I bet you never would though... haha.... unless?#Julian: ok you little slut. bet.#Garak: YOU SHOOT ELIM???? OH! OH! OHhhh I love you so much <3 Whatever you say Agent Bashir hehe ;) can I come over to your place later ;)#I was thinking about including the next shot of his brain turning off as he decides to do a bratty sub to puppy sub speedrun#but this way felt funniest. his stupid fucking face. from O:< to D:<#I had to make this set to show it's not even subtext. it's textual. he wants Julian to shoot him from the second he shows up.#(or at least do SOMETHING disciplinary to him 0w0)#''Wait. This whole post is dom!Julian propaganda?''#Me; aiming my gun: Always has been.#Starky's Original Posts#Starky's GIFs#is that a tag. what's it matter we're a trillion tags deep here and blog tag search is broken anyways. lawless country.
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i know some people are absolutely incensed that Arcane dropped the ball on the classism and discrimination and poverty and all those plotlines they had introduced but the truth of the matter is that Arcane always framed any type of Zaunite insurrection/revolution against Piltover in bad lighting and claimed that any fight/war for the freedom and wellbeing of future generations is ultimately evil because it gets people living right now killed
Vander is the most sympathetic Undercity leader/hot shot only because he is supporting Piltover's superiority and oppression of the Undercity. he has a deal with the cops to ensure that he will keep his people obedient and subservient to Piltover and the cops. he aids the status quo and thus Piltover's exploitation of Zaun; he never encourages pushing for change in any manner, violent or non-violent, instead always pressuring those around him (esp Vi) to just take Piltover's scraps and mistreatment because you wouldnt want to lose your loved ones, would you? (which is just like, a threat. an actual threat that figures of authority like cops make to their victims to keep them inline) Completely ignoring the fact that people in Zaun HAVE, ARE, and WILL BE losing loved ones to police brutality, disease, toxic/radioactive exposure, famine, poverty, gang violence, etc. BECAUSE OF PILTOVER.
Arcane is/(started out as) a great show but it was always most sympathetic towards Piltover and the status quo. it never pushed for Zaun's independence/freedom in any meaningful way--and whenever it did deal with Zaun potentially becoming its own nation? it didn't show the power of revolutions, of class actions, of uniting and protesting and fighting back--it just said that if you sit your ass down tight and let the oppressive government shit on you enough, you might eventually be granted some rights--unless you fuck it up with a rocket, of course. but that's not how real life has ever worked
not only that but any attempt at fighting back is literally shown as being plain violence for violence's sake. we dont see or hear anything about how silco or vander planned on rebuilding the Undercity/Zaun, how they wanted to expand infrastructure, how they would support the people and keep them safe--Arcane doesnt paint revolutions as the complex operations they are, they just show us the violence of them and nothing else. like really, all Silco wants to do is use Shimmer to scare topside--but that's not how revolutions or fighting against opressors works! because Piltover will be scared, yes, but that just means they will double down harder on all the violence and restrictions. that's obvious. not only that, but lets say Piltover gets scared and retracts from Zaun completely--Zaun seems to be heavily dependent on trade from Piltover to get what they need to survive. Silco doesnt mention anything about how to fix that. and that to me just plays on harmful stereotypes about any and all kinds of social movements. all of the real work is reduced to violence.
i dont have a closing statement im just so pissed at how theyre handling the classism in s1 now that im rewatching it
#arcane#league of legends#arcane netflix#arcane lol#arcane show#arcane league of legends#like let us be fucking for real. i just started rewatching the show and all of the scenes with vander guiding vi are pissing me off so bad#esp in light of season 2. because i was mad!! i thought they fucked it up!! and they did!#but the fact of the matter is that arcane was never trying to say anything about classism. classism was just there#they propped up vander as THE RIGHT kind of zaunite and what was he??? complicit in and an assistant of Piltover's oppression of Zaun#according to arcane the more you strive for zaunite independence the more evil you are#you should be like vander instead and work nicely with cops! or be like vi and either become one or fuck one or both#who gives a shit that cait and vi could be gassing infants and killing terminally ill zaunites in their pursuit of jinx#who cares about the implications of using a gas that can and will spread even when used in controlled environments!!!!#theres no way a fucking gas could potentially affect anyone besides its intended targets!! no way for sure!!#even if the environment is open and accessible to the public and could leave behind residue!#if the zaunite is not supporting piltover then theyre not a person#thats why zaun only gets any positive recognition when theyre either helping piltover#like coming in to fight against noxus or ekko and his firelights sabotaging silco#ekko is the only zaunite allowed to be outright pissed at cait becuase hes quick to calm down#and also dont get me started on cait going 'this is all a misunderstanding' girl they KNOW how bad it is down there and they DONT CARE#THEY BENEFIT FROM THIS IT DOESNT MATTER HOW SHIT EVERYONE IS DOING AS LONG AS THEY BRING IN PROFIT
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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It's not a big deal, and I know jttw wukong and lmk wukong are pretty different, but I wish the fandom embraced pre jttw lmk wukong being super casual about murder. A demon slightly insults him, and pow head caved in. An inconvenience that could be solved with violence, pow dead inconvenience. Someone is flirting with his bestie, pow, swooning and blushing macaque bc he's also casual about murder.
WE! NEED! MORE! WUKONG OK WITH MURDER!
LET HIM FUCK UP A BITCH ITS OK THEY DESERVED IT
#anyway#my answer is yes i agree with you#this is something i have always wanted from the fandom#like let him show off (through murder it's ok)#let him fuck up a bitch#like yeah he learned lessons in the journey#that sometimes the convenient answer isn't always the best yadah yadah#but like.......#he did slam a mountain top on dbk#that's lmk canon y'all#let him choose violence#AND WE HAVE PROOF IN LMK#like they don't do it so much beCAUSE swk is so fucking op#he would shorten the plot too much if they let him fuck shit up (that's mk's job bc he hasn't yet controlled it lol. lmao even)#asks#lmk#lmk sun wukong#nobody argue with me and anon we are correct
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